MY RELATIONSHIP STATUS IS A HEADLINE??

geez...annoyed,happy and somehow feel famous?even strangers know about us..am i too loud?all this stuff makes me feel...lost??am i doing the right thing?am i deserve all this?am i?

just hope my parents won't mind about this and so do my aunties,uncles and so on..cause i hate questionnaire or interviews about my love life..since i think i'll always be my main reason to break up 0_O

just wondering,can i still flirting around in Facebook or even in my own class?is it legal?i miss that moment..being single,merrily happy wondering around,having girls talk and stalking over boys..do i have still have the right to do that??

i feel grown up but honestly,i kinda hate it a bit since i miss being my parent's princess..mama,ayah..i'm still your cute baby girl,am i?

and i miss the moment being a crazy fangirl about kpop which i already starting to forget it since i rolled into my new college..is it right for me?

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i feel i'm so not myself anymore..can i get my old myself back?but i wanna be the real lady,just like other college student..campus love..assignment loads..OMG,what i should do?
Oh my Lord,please help me..guide me to the right path..Amen..